Last week was a hard week for me. On Sunday evening I found out that my grandmother was in the hospital and it wasn't looking good. My mom and sister kept me updated. But on monday afternoon while in one of my classes my mom called to tell me that my grandmother had gone on to a better place. My mom wanted me to concentrate on school and not come home right away...only until I had to. As hard as it was I knew that would be what my grandmother would have wanted.
And so I went home on Thurs afternoon to be with my family. Throughout the week it hadn't hit me of what had happened, until I got home and saw my dad. On friday there was a beautiful service with over 200 people. She had touched so many lives. Being the family that we are, we joke through sad moments, so there was a lot of laughing moments and we all knew that is exactly what she would have wanted.
As I got back to school Saturday night, and watched one of my grandmother's favorite movies it hit me even harder. I know that she is looking down on me and wishing that I could be happy, and I am. For I miss her so much but I know that she is up there playing bridge, and bingo ruling the world above.
This was the first funeral for me in a very long time, first time someone close to me has died and it hit me that i really want to get back into the way I was in high school. A more spiritual person, that prayed and talked to god more. And so I know from this point forward I am going to try my best.
besides that school is going good. the semester has started and my stress levels goes up and down with each week. but with the help of friends and family i am getting through those stressful times.
and so for now that is all...until next time.
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